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As Bobby
approached the three stairs leading into the club, he
thought his heart would leap out of his chest. It was
pounding furiously with
nervous adrenline, so much so that he could feel his hands
shaking. He briefly thought about his wife and kids for a
split second, and then with a "Fuck it", walked
through the door. The music now pounded louder than his
heart. This was a long time coming. So much planning. So
much deception. So much gathering of courage, if that's
what you want to call it. Bobby had thought and fantasized
about this moment for the last year and a half. Countless
hours of late night masturbating at the computer.
Researching, planning, plotting. How would he make the
excuse
to get away from home? He was nearly 75 miles from his
suburban home, his wife, kids, neighbors, church, the
whole nine yards. And for what?
The mere Possibility to go home with a transsexual. It was
that powerful a call. An obsession he dealt with for a
long time. And now!
he was trying to make it a reality. He'd been on the
computer sifting through all the dot-coms, been to
personal sites from real TS's. The
best free material he had found was in the Yahoo clubs and
groups. For free he could rendevous at night, after
everyone was in bed, with his
dream girls. He'd gone into the chat rooms several times,
but it was dissappointing. Nobody ever wanted to Cyber
with him. It was mostly "girl talk". He did
learn one thing however; nobody had a name for his
desires. He wasn't gay by any means. The thought of being
with another man just did not turn him on. He didn't
really want to dress up. Oh, he tried on his wife's
stockings once or twice(after she had thrown them out and
he slyly picked them out of the trash), but it wasn't
something he wanted to do a lot. Even Transvetites didn't
really push his buttons.
Okay, so one or two looked good enough that he shot his
load over, but his real desires lay somewhere else. What
was it he craved? Who wa!
s the one he needed? What caused the yearning in his very
soul to make him be here at this moment? He wanted
"girl-cock". What?! Yes, he
wanted cock, but not a guy's. It had to be a beautiful,
femenine, totally female, woman with a cock. He wanted a
beautiful face, beautiful hair,
nice ass and legs, and at least some breasts. At least a
mouthful, he thought. Oh, and a nice cock. Not one of
those huge 10 plus inchers, but
actually, the smaller ones seemed to turn him on more.
"It probably won't hurt as much", he had thought
many times. He had never felt another
cock besides his own, but he sure was ready for one now.
He wanted to touch it, feel it grow, slide his hands over
it, and take in the scent.
He wanted to lick it and slip his sopping wet lips around
the head and down the shaft, sucking it into his mouth. He
wanted to feel the
stiffened skin slide in and out of his mouth while his
hands explored her beautiful balls. He wanted to work a
finger into her trans-pussy as s!
he shot a load (his first ever load) of sweet creamy semen
into his sucking mouth. He wanted to fuck her in all kinds
of positions, and do all
kinds of kinky dirty things. Things that a regular girl
wouldn't understand. He wanted to feel her cock press
slowly into his wet lubed ass as their eyes met, and her
hand moved to stroke his cock as he was fucked on his back
for the very first time. He wanted to feel his ass tighten
around her cock as his sperm shot wherever she aimed it.
Maybe back into his own mouth. He wanted to be taken by
her, ravaged by her, and ravage her as well. But this was
all what could be. What he wanted to be.
So he took a deep breath and headed for the bar. (To be
continued)
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