I Was The Only T-Girl There

Dear Brianna,

I had called North Fork Bank and confirmed the start time of the GLBT networking event, which was, as you had said, 6:30 PM. Although I have always admired your sense of confidence, for me, standing 6'2'', without heels, I am still reluctant to go beyond the borders of the TG safe haven. However, for the first time ever, I was courageous enough to venture out in a more androgynous fashion. I wore my favorite pair of woman's jeans, flat black ballet style shoes, black sheer peasant blouse and ankle length duster. Given the circumstances, as it is still light out at six, I opted not to wear a wig but simply softened the styling of my hair modestly. In terms of makeup, just a very light base for beard cover, touch of blush for color, minimal black eye liner and clear lip gloss. In all honesty, I was truly a nervous wreck and stared at the pavement avoiding eye contact as I made my way over to the event. The people were very friendly and I did enjoy myself but there was not another girl to be found. After a glass of wine and sometime to regain my composure, I must say, I felt wonderful and very much me. It was such a beautiful night and I so enjoyed walking back to my car as Taylor. There was a noticeable difference in my walk and a true sense of accomplishment I felt, now I felt confident and eye contact was no longer an issue for me. I guess in Manhattan anything goes, but you are so right, your mind set is truly key.

I greatly appreciate your words of guidance, they helped me tremendously and I do very much respect your opinion.

Thanks again for being so responsive, have a great weekend.

Hugs!

Taylor

I Was The Only T-Girl In The Room